Thursday, November 18, 2010
Christmas Decorations
I started putting up Christmas decorations. I hung up Max's stocking, and Trinity's stocking. They are right along side the rest of the family. I am expecting some flack for this, but I NEED THEM THERE. I want to feel like they are a part of it, even though they are not. I put up many of the same decorations, but put them in all different places. As if that will make things better. I have friends coming over to help me put up the trees, I am so grateful. I have cried many tears putting up just the little bit I did tonight.
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How many trees do you have?
Although you don't know me, I am praying for you and your family. I taught at Heights for 21 years and retired the year that Max graduated. I did not know him personally, but I knew many of his friends and heard of their grief through Facebook. Your therapist is wise to have you journal. Writing can be so helpful. A friend of mine says she writes so the page can hold the pain. I pray that God will hold you and comfort you in your grief.
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