Seems I have ended several years with a new years eve blog
entry, this year deserves one too! It's
been a roller-coaster ride of highs and lows, that's for sure! One year ago today, my dad was having
quadruple bi-pass heart surgery. We
kicked off 2016 at a small party that evening. Here
are some of the things I experienced this year:
We spent Mardi Gras in Louisiana with the kids - it was the
first time I'd ever heard of or eaten King Cake! I was taken to paradise just off the island of Antigua with my
closest friend for a week of heaven! We
celebrated Wesley's 21st birthday in Las Vegas! And my Emmaus reunion group went to Mexico together and had the
greatest bonding experience of our group to date!
Sammie was deployed and we celebrated her coming home
safe!! We got two new fur babies -
Maggie and Bacon - both of whom bring us great joy and laughter. The discovery of my mitro-valve destruction
and 5 days of misery in the hospital resulted in me losing 40 lbs of fluid to
date, and feeling SO much better. And I
had another HUGE piece of my grief fall away which included a break-through in
my relationship with God. I celebrated
Christmas in a much different way - not just in my changed traditions - but in
my heart and soul with Jesus. It was
the first Christmas since Max died that my heart wasn't so broken with grief
that I could truly experience the joy going on around and in me - seven seasons
without him!
I've been shown anew that I have a tight circle of friends
that are there for Todd & I, no matter what. And an even bigger circle of friends that I am so grateful for
that float in and out of my life as the weeks tick by. I am grateful to have both my parents and both Todd's parents close & active in our lives.
2017 will involve my open-heart surgery, Wesley &
Sammie's honeymoon (finally!), a cruise with just Todd and I, and only God
knows what else. I'm ready, come what
may. I hope when YOU look back over
your 2016, you are able to see a bigger picture of both joys and sorrows. If not, hang on. You will not always feel the way you feel now if you are in a
season of sorrow. I promise. Love to you all.